Is it weird that I analyze every bullet chess game with an engine

Everytime that I feel like I missed something, I go to the exact moment with the engine and see what tactic I missed. Even if I won the game I don't like seeing that I missed a better win or blundered a won position that my opponent didn't notice. I know it doesnt make sense to analyze bullet but it has helped my bullet like crazy.

That's not weird. That's being "dedicated". :)

its ok

Nope.